reading – fuckin – marathon

im so not looking forward on friday.

helppppp me.

dumdumdidum..

okay.

so all of my pictures from my laptop are  gone.

im super pissed off.

i think im gonna fail my ss.

theres 3 huge pimple on my face.

pimples are hunting me again.

i miss him.

i look like an idiot.

theres taf club tomorrow.

i have no clue my im in taf club.

i hate taf club.

i wanna talk to you.

my 2nd sis is super irritating

i hate her.

i miss ella.

pls come home now.

shes driving me crazyyy.

i need to buck up.

i must pass all of my studies.

hopefully get more As.

must buy more clothes.

i want mac mineralize skin finish.

i want a new bag.

i want more cats.

must buy new guitar.

old guitar = piece of shit.

save money.

i want to pierce again.

i want to kick his balls.

im pathetic.

seriously : (

Thanks for looking at my muffins

Today was total excitement. Like finally i get the chance to go out. dalah tak pergi sekolah semalam.

WANNA KNOW WHY?!?  It happened so fast.  I was in the tiolet bathing, then i slipped. I fell on my butt. Then my head hit something i guess . Suddenly a bottle on the shelf fell and hit my nose. haha. There was alot of blood. Seriously man. ALOT. But hey , im so use to it. My nose is super sensitive.

I remember theres one time, i think im around 5 years old, i found a beras on my bed. I was playing with it. I have no idea why i put the beras in nose. Literally in my nose. It was fun in the beggining but i start to panic cause i cant get it out. haha. How stupid was that. haha.

Anyway, i went out with ika and faris. Like finally. Mims wasnt there cause yesterday her grandmum was hospitalize.  Hopefully shes fine.  I met Ika at alighting point as usual. Faris was at bugis already. I was wondering what was he wearing. haha. I expect him to wear skinny jeans. Eww.  But thank goodness hes not wearing skinny jeans. he wore bermudas.( i have no idea how it spell )  Me and ika was lika OMGGG.  Faris said that i looked ten times matured . wahh thanks alot for saying that. And for ika, she look fabulous. yeahhh huh.  : D

Faris treated us delifrance. WOAH. How sweet is he? haha. The food is awesome as ever. Faris was super hyper. He kinda need to tone down a bit. We took tones of picture thanks to ika. yeahh. During lunch, we had a convo bout ryan. Man, it was soo depressing. So anyway, after lunch, we walk all the way to marina square. We’re suppose to study but no. We end up walking, talking picture and laughing

I bet if mims were here today, it’ll be more fun. Hopefully we get to go out again. I miss you so much.  Pictures gonna be put up later  i promise. Sorry the post is super short. im too lazy to type.

buhbye.

hey thanks

i just wanna say thanks for blocking me on msn.

freaking asshole

booger, bugger, boo

Dear Fuckface,

Are you F****** happy ? May i know whats your f****** problems?  Why are you doing this? OMFG!

seriously, dude. Stop bitching. What is so good about you that  you have to talk bad about people. Does saying bad stuffs about people make you feel better? Are you crazy? If you really dislike that person, why in the world are you hanging out with them? You are just freaking weird.

You are being so mean to people around you and you expect them to be nice and listen to your fuckin orders?! I think that you really need to go counselling. Theres something wrong with you.  MAJOR.

All those people have been nothing but nice towards you. And thats how you repay them by saying awfully bad stuffs about them?  Are you nuts?  You dont even appreciate them. i thought you were really nice but it turns out wrong.

stupid foolish

more pictures will be updated i guess.

One more thing.

you really suck.

STUPID BITCH.

so long and goodbye…

its been quite sometime since i’ve not been updating wordpress huh. Man, i’ve been very busy with school works, art assignments, homeworks etc. So school was okey lately. No problem with it. I pass all of my test except for math. So need to buck up.  ” C ‘MON MAN SYAKK ! YOU CAN PASS THE BLOODY MATH TEST ” hahaa. Sometime , i just dont understand what Mr Goh is teaching. He’s weird.  Everything esle is okey.  OH OH OH guess what!  I cried again during physics. How pathetic I am. The sight of him make me breakdown. Thats not a good thing.  I mean its nice to see him laughing , smiling all those stuff  but it seems that nothing had effect or bother him. And that frustrates me. Bestfriend konon. A reminder for all guys out there, if youre not serious please dont say stuff you dont mean it okey , idiots.  How can a guy like him make such huge impact on me. Well, i try not to like him or whatever but i cant. the more i dont think of him, the more i want him.  ok. For god sake syakk, youre just 15. Why do you want to get to a relationship? YOU will only get heartbroken. hahaha?  i wonder if he realise  im there waiting for him  to tell me something.  i wonder if he know how heartbroken i am.  looks like i have to keep on wondering.

i miss your smile

i miss your sweet words

i miss your jokes.

i miss you waving at me everytime you pass by.

i miss you waiting for me at the front gate in the morning.

i miss you smiling at me.

i miss you looking at me.

i miss your laughter.

i miss your msgs.

i miss you talking to me.

i miss you.

badly.

You meant everything to me

Right there i want you.

Yesterday was awesome possum. We had to perform for the Sec 1 CCA orientation thingy. Instructor and his friend came along in the morning to help us with hair and makeup. I think that yesterday ‘s performance was great and the hair and makeup is preettty . Not Over-the-rainbow. Its a very clean and simple look. Fit the dance theme. i guess haha. The thing that bother me was the eyebrows. Its super thick!  I was  the only one with thick eyebrows. I look like kung! bushman. hhaaa.  It was quite a  shocker that theres eight students join malay dance. SOOO much better then last year and the last last year. haha. So after the Sec 1 orientation thing , Ika plan to go starbucks-ing at marina. Well, actually she was going out with boyf but he cancel it due to family outing. Its kinda unexpected.  YEAHHH. So we went to mimi’s house to change and have long john silver for lunch at j8. Then we took 56 i guess to marina. i got sleepy and slept in the bus.  PLEASSSE DONT PUT THE PICTURE OF ME SLEEPING. thank you.  And we sit at starbucks at out favourite sofa seats. Ordered our Green tea frappe venti and Mocha frappe venti. It was really nice to sit there again. Bitching. laughing. Talking. hahah. How i wish it would never end.  I really hope to do that again. Looking foward for that day.